Randoms

better update soon ` lol ~ b4 ppl starts tinking the company is torturing me . =P ok la , actually starting to get past tt period of complaining . i tink i can cope better now , at least with gd colleagues ard for mi to ka-jiao la =P getting kinda tired esp towards the end of the wk . make this a short one , too tired . jus finished swimming but haven bathe to get rid of those disgusting chlorine .

yuting : june my budget still tight nia ~ lol . ok la i try to make it . hehe . but i tink the final meetup shld be in aug nia , right b4 we go china . lol .

ayi : =( shld haf gone ma ! lol . but nvm , mi n my frens vow to stalk him ( y m i stalking my hubby ? =P ) le . lalala ~

PS: i need xn to come back soon ~ the day she comes back = the sooner the attachment will end .

LaLa

office life is more fun when we have gd colleagues ! but ar , the ones i'm close to r leaving .. nvm abt tt .

received some gd news frm ahem when i was going home . lol ~ lets jus hope he keeps his promise ?

i tink i'm having less n less to blog abt nia . nth to blog abt my life , not wishing to blog abt work , unless u wanna noe tt my LO came visiting . new tcher . totally new to mi to the extent of mi not wishing to reveal more to her . i suppose she's concerned , but i jus dun realli wish to talk to her . its jus like one talking to anyone whom u've never known on the street , and on the very 1st day , u have to tell her alot of ur feelings . i guess its jus me ba . i dun like to touch abt sensitive things ( like my feelings ) . [ PS : lx u're lucky to be my diary ok ? even my real diary n blog dunno so much abt mi ! =P LOL ]

sometimes i wish my life is more exciting , n not jus waiting for the nxt issue's articles to come , and write write write . n waiting for lunch everyday . n definitely not seeing more n more ppl leaving the company . i wish i can survive till the end of attachment . which is still so far away .. mebbe b4 tt i shall wish for xn's return ba ~ when tt day comes , end of attachment will follow .

sometimes i realli wish i was lx . having off on monday . i tink my monday blue is getting more n more serious . how ? any remedy anyone ? ok i'm alr trying to keep myself happie le , dun worry peeps ! sometimes its the attention i need i suppose ? lol . i can get realli whiney , irregardless of my audience , including huge fren ( lx u noe who . ) n as for now , i realli thk everyone who replied my email ! THANKS ! 

i hate the company

i haven get my pay ! DAMN ! i'm like so depressed todae la . talk abt monday blue . its more like mon depression can . its like no pay = v broke = no motivation to work lor . n worst of all , i doing so much more than wad i'm paid . damn .

went mustafa wif moonie n f10 . wanted to get another swimming costume . but in the end all of them werent gd in some ways . gave up . hope i can see sth nice soon ! boo .

hais . i'm still counting to the day to finish attachment ! but wells , i do haf some gd colleagues too ~ but still ,

life sux ! trust mi lor . there's nth to write abt attachment de . mebbe there will when my pay finally comes . but when is tt , i dunno . F !

Life's bad .

realli not in the mood to blog . jus felt like ranting abt attachment . i realli realli hate my attachment . pls DUN ask mi abt it . i'll tell if i wan to . let's jus say i'm counting down to end of attachment . attachment sux .

its labour day todae . joy stayed over last nite after our midnite kbox session . yesh i admit i'm addicted to kbox again . but i'm going broke SOON . so no more kbox sessions this mth . lol . n lx came over after her tuition this morn . lol . we had steamboat at my hse . its not bad , all the easy-to-cook food were nice . lol .

this was meant to be a 5yt gathering de . but js had fever . wonder how she feeling ? ( js pls tag if u read this ^^ ) so left 3 of us . wad a long time since i felt so blissful lor . not ever since tt attachment started taking its toll on mi .

randoms . sharon starting to get realli interested in westlife . this was like wad i crazed over say .. 7 yrs ago ? lol . tts long nia . another thing . i realli hate my attachment , therefore will NV blog anymore abt it . which concludes y i've not blogged for DECADES . unless anything realli interesting happens lor .

another random thing . all of a sudden , i miss xn n giving her a gd hug . rah having a headache now . n y do i haf to work tmr still ?! how many days to go ar ?!

pre monday-blue depression

y y y y y ?

y do i haf 2 interviews tmr ?

y do i haf to finish writing 22 products ?

y does it haf to be mon tmr ?

y is there even such thing called monday blue ?

y m i feeling so depressed ?

y do these songs make mi feel so sad ?

y do i always feel so bad on sundays ?!?!

i hate monday blue !

it always arrives early . causing mi to feel so depressed on sundays !

it sux . life always does .